| Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 08:13 pm (no subject) |
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Current Mood:  sad
Current Music: Jim Brickman- A Beautiful Mind (theme)
Well its like they say when it rain its pours, and this week it had poured petty hard. Starting off with me. I've been sick with a sinus infection for this past week, also this past weekend my grandmother ( Mom's Mother) was admitted to the hospital with kidney problems and also non-responsive. This whole month she has been in and out of the hospital with Pneumonia , kidney infections, and other conflicts.My mom told me that all she was on now was antibiotics to keep her from suffering so I knew all she had left was time. Last night I couldn't sleep at all mostly b/c of me being sick and also I was having panic attacks like crazy probably due to me thinking of my grandmother passing away soon. As I feared we got the call around 5:30 this morning from mom who had went to the hospital early that morning b/c of my grandmothers condition had gotten worse, that my grandmother had passed away. I have always been really close to my grandmother since I was born she was like my second mother and I always loved to go to her house to fish or just to be with her. I remember all the times I was sick and had to stay out of school I would always go to her house, because it was just my safe-haven besides my home and I knew she was alone so I would always want to keep her company. My mom seems to be taking her passing ok, I can tell though this week her attitude has changed with her showing alot of frustration and sadness. I will always miss my grandmother, but I know she is in a better place now. Hopefully in the next few weeks things will start to be back to normal , but I would ask for all who read my journal to please keep my family in your prayers.
Thanks, Lee |
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